Today at office as I was working, I started to think wat i was doing last year, last year at this same time and day i was in mettupalayam to attend one of colleague's marriage, i was job less at that time.. and this was my first journey all alone to an unknown place, i have never traveled alone or stayed alone.. having just 500 rs in my wallet i started my journey, i was given a room in a lodge that night, early morning was the marriage, i had to get up at 4am in the morning(that was actually hard).. someone one dropped me at the temple... it was a hindu marriage... i am going for a Hindu marriage for the first time....feel was different, i was actually uncomfortable standing there not knowing wat to do... marriage ceremony got over, morning breakfast was provided, i got little time to speak with the couple, i have to write about the couple's it was a love marriage.. they fell in love at first sight, and the guy decided to marry the gal only wen he is owns a company , now he is a CEO of a software company. That day actually i was jealous of them. they actually made a perfect pair... i left from there getting back to my home.... whole two days i dint book in any bus or train... i have to board in some bus coming in the way. as i was leaving from the place i went to a church on the way prayed for few mins and started my journey. from mettupalayam i took a bus to coimbatore, from there i could find no buses to my home( chennai), only way to go is to take a bus to salem and from salem to chennai. if i had got a bus from coimbatore to chennai i would have reached home by 7 in the evening .... since there was no bus, i had to travel 4 hrs to salem and from salem to chennai it was 7hrs, actually i was irritated on my dad... bcoz i wanted to book a train from coimbatore to chennai but my dad dint allow me to book as it was expensive... but later i realised it was good... dint have my lunch... took bus to salem, i felt so low, i felt that i was left all alone, i was thinking about my old bad memories, i felt am useless,unworthy to live,unloved,rejected,frustrated, i started crying in the bus..that moment as i was crying i started to speak with my JESUS. i cried to him, Jeje why i feel so low, why i dont have anyone to love me, i was weeping in the bus hopefully no one saw me crying. why am not worth to get a job.. its been 4 months not even a interview call. reached salem, got a local bus had to fight with ppl to get a seat... again a 7 hrs journey to my place... as i was travelling i am getting call from HP , u know wat guys it was a interview , thats when i realized that jesus was near hearing my cry... i took the interview in the crowded bus.. i successfully cleared the first round.after that the whole journey was not bitter experience but a joyful experience with my Jesus... That day i found out my true valentine. ITS MY JESUS, HE LOVES AS I AM. reached home at 12 am midnight, in next two days i got selected in fidelity investment with the best pay i ever thought... it was the first and best valentine day i celebrated, i am expecting every day should be valentine day with my dada JESUS. JESUS LOVES U ALL.
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